Searching for an answer

Piercing through your soul

Reminds me of tiffany from SNSD, the eye-smile (phoebe!!!!)

With a flower in my hair

Healthy hair, haha.

The Glass Castle, is quite a good book. I bought it recently from Polymath & Crust (i love the place, thanks tablemate!) Highly recommended book and bookshop all together!

Oh, kezia, i found another nice place for a photoshoot! It’s open air again, a very large field. But it’s really super niceeeeee, we shall go there one day too (pretty near my school i guess, boonlay! after church hahah)

Back to studying, love.

my bottoms

my tops
i got this really cute tanktop, with paris(eiffel tower and all) prints. i like it!

my accessories

All in all i spent 600$ on new year stuffs (i calculated, 600.40$ to be exact) i seriously hope my mom doesn’t realise, cos i still need to buy one more shoe! and maybe some accessories? (a leopard never changes its spots, i need a husband that can support me financially next time)

After visiting theblogshop i’ve the sudden urge to really get a lomo camera, i really really want one which ever as long as i can get the cool effects i’m happy i’ve been wanting to own a lomo since forever. I want to take really pretty pictures.

Alright, so my new baby looks like this. It’s white, simple and nice. It’s my first ever sewing machine so it means alot to me. I shall name her Coco mag Luisa (Coco chanel + Magdelene Lim + Luisa beccaria), Luisa for short. Taking sewing class next week and design classes soon! Yay way. I’ll be getting my art supplies + mannequin soon i guess, hopefully. I really need art supplies, i only have two 5-cm pencils (sarah you should know what i’m talking about ha ha) and my sketchbook is filled, overflowing in fact.

Excited!

‘If things don’t work out, you can always come home,’ he said. ‘I’ll be here for you. You know that, don’t you?’
‘I know.’ I knew that in his way, he would be. I also knew I’d never be coming back.

-The Glass Castle

why do i have the feeling that this will happen in a few years’ time..

In a voice so low that Dad didn’t hear him, Brian said, ‘Yes.’

i want to start my design class like now. i need my sewing machine, and mannequin. i am going to buy a nice big sketch book to draw and draw and draw, conceptualize it. i wonder how many times have i been saying these… but i’ve been academically up to task too, i think. well i did my work on time, and i’m willing to do them to the point that i’m almost excited (which is scary.) i just hope i don’t lose my head this year.

All i want for my room: sketching/sewing corner + mannequin. illustration wall. place for photoshoot. “runway”. that’s all i’m askng for, i don’t care if i have a bed or not.

some people are just so amazing

After PK’s (very annoying and irritating and disgusting x1000) talk during assembly today (i think i rolled my eyes at mao more than you did at me koh jiayu! hahah) i only learnt a useful thing. It kind of gives me the pressure/stress/whatever to really strive this year for my results.

it’ll be term1: 10% term2: 30% term3: 10% term4: 50% (LASDKMFNGIJREW)
the only thing that is pushing me is the scholarship (parsons parsons parsons). We’ve to take 2 H1 + 4 H2 + 1 H3 subjects in our JC years to be qualified. And to get the subjects we’ve to score at least 3.+++++++ i bet that jfdytr mao will set it super high or something. so, work hard mag. I think all that i can see this year will be my studies, no life rofl. But i really really want it. So i think i won’t be updating a lot here, i’ll only update when i have the time

SS10:Extreme Wedges(check) All-Weather Leather, Accessory Overkill(I’m eyeing on that necklace already) Lingerie Galore, Pretty Pastels(go Chloé!) Mid-Blue Hues(I’ve been wanting a denim shirt for like ages already..) Manicured Ruffles(manicured) Digital Prints(basso&brooke ftw) Cut-Out Dresses, Khaki Craze.
credits:whowhatwear

Back to chinese homework!

HA HA i so totally remember this! I <3 blair hahaha

“ Absence makes the heart grow fonder,
 but it sure makes the rest of you lonely. — Charlie Brown

“ There is only one page left to write on. I will fill it with words of only one syllable. I love. I have loved. I will love. — Clare, The Time Traveler’s Wife

“ There are no random acts, we are all connected. You can no more separate one life from another than you can separate a breeze from the wind. — Mitch Albom, The Five People You Meet in Heaven

“ It happens to everyone as they grow up; you find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that the people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do. And so you keep the memories but find yourself moving on.

“When you want something you’ve never had, then you have to do something you’ve never done.

“ Whenever something happens that is not part of your plan, you pretend like it doesn’t exist. You act like you’re in this movie about your perfect life, but I have to remind you that the only one watching it is you.

“ What’s worse than wanting something you can’t have? It’s not knowing what you want. Wishing on all the stars in the sky for the answers to your questions, for something to believe in; someone to hold. Having absolutely no control over yourself, being caught up in a place you wish you were miles away from. Being stuck somewhere between the past and the future, nowhere near where you should be – in the present. Stuck in yesterdays and tomorrows, so far from home, far from everything you know and love. The uncertainty could just about tear you to bits.

via:poeticheartache@tumblr

“Maybe the most that you can expect from a relationship that goes bad is to come out of it with a few good songs.”

Marianne Faithfull

“The pieces you lack
are waiting inside of me
to find you again.”

Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson

via:quote-book@tumblr

Gossip Girl: They say there are no accidents. Sometimes reality comes crashing into us. Other times it dawns on us slowly, despite our best efforts to ignore it.

Gossip Girl: Sometimes it’s hard to see the lines we’ve drawn until we’ve crossed them. That’s when we rely on the ones we love to pull us back and give us something to hold onto. Then there are the clearly marked lines. The ones that if you dare cross, you may never find your way back.

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hahah i remember this scene from Gossip Girl!

“ Life doesn’t give you the people you want. It gives you the people you need. To help you. To hurt you. To love you. To leave you. And to make you into the person you were meant to be.

“ Don’t find someone who can simply sing your music or someone who could paint colors on you. Rather, find someone that cannot dance but who’s willing to dance with you even without music.

“ Do you ever wonder what it feels like to be someone other than yourself? What if, just for a day, you could be anyone you wanted? You could see what life the popular girl in school lives, or learn how hard the pressures of fame really is in Hollywood. You know whose life I’d want to have for a day? His. Just so I could see if he’s actually worth the wait.

“ And every tear that had to fall from my eyes, every day I wondered how I’d get through the night. Every change that life has thrown at me. I’m thankful for every break in my heart, I’m grateful for every start. Some pages turned, some bridges burned, but they were lessons learned.

“ It’s amazing the things you realize when you lose someone. You get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could have said a million times. You take for granted the days you spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any point in our lives, but we always wait until they’re gone to say the things we never had the courage to say.

“ The hardest thing ever is taking chances. Because you can only take so much pain. And you can only get hurt so many times before you create a bubble around yourself to avoid any more scars. And then you end up never really living at all. So we deal with pain. We take chances and we take risks, because either way we’re going to lose, and it’s going to hurt.

“ I don’t want to wait anymore. I choose to believe that there is nothing more sacred or profound than this day. I choose to believe that there may be a thousand big moments embedded in this day, waiting to be discovered like tiny shards of gold. The big moments are the daily, tiny moments of courage and forgiveness and hope that we grab on to and extend to one another. That’s the drama of life, swirling all around us, and generally I don’t even see it, because I’m too busy waiting to become whatever it is I think I am about to become. The big moments are in every hour, every conversation, every meal, every meeting.

“ Another Thanksgiving has come and gone. And what am I most thankful for? The truth. Sometimes it’s the truth you’ve been trying not to face, or the truth that will change your life. Sometimes it’s the truth that’s a long time coming. Or the truth that you prayed would never see the light of day. Some truths may not be heard the way we hoped they would. But they linger, long after they’ve been said. But the kind of truth I’m most thankful for? The kind you never see coming, that falls right into your lap.

— Gossip Girl

“The truth of the matter is, people are going to stay in our hearts even if they don’t stay in our lives.

“ I’m afraid of not having enough time. Not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or to be understood myself. I’m afraid of quick judgments and mistakes that everybody makes. You can’t fix them without time. I’m afraid of seeing snapshots instead of movies.

— The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

“ Doesn’t matter how tough we are, trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives, trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that’s the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap. Maybe going through all of that is what keeps us moving forward. It’s what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up, before we can step up.

— Grey’s Anatomy

“ It’s like all of the bad stuff that you went through, that you hated along the way; the people who disappointed you, the things that didn’t go the way you wanted; suddenly you feel grateful for them, because those are the things that got you here, to this.

“ I never thought I’d hear myself saying this, but thank you. Because if you hadn’t of come along, I never would have learned that my worst days could also have been my best. Because when a heart breaks, it also opens; and once a heart opens a number of things can happen, and some of them can be wonderful.

“ Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you’re a good person and a good friend. What’s meant to be will end up good and what’s not – won’t. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don’t, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around. And don’t lose something real. Always fight, until you can’t anymore, and then be fought for.

via: poeticheartache@tumblr

i like her tumblr

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